giddy whirlwind

1. Cosmo is hot, hot, hot!!!

2. I told him where I am as far as who I have been with in the last 14 years. The list of one.

3. His is twice that in the last 7 months. Fuck.

4. I asked and he replied with "do you really want to know?"

5. I am glad I know.

6. He spent the night. . . but I told him I won't sleep with him.

7. I gave a speech about how my libido, emotions, most of my thoughts and my desires are at odds with my intellect which is saying, "Wait! You have only known him two weeks."

8. He at least pretended to understand and I had him repeat it back to me.

9. I asked him to get tested. It took a while for me to ask. It did not work into conversation well.

10. I would need a soundtrack if I told more of the story - some instrumental from between "Sly and the Family Stone" (waka waka soundtracks) or "Enigma" (makeout music).

11. I felt his manhood through his pants. He should be proud of himself.

12. My boobies are a little tender. Damn.